When Envy has Eaten You Up

Imagine life everyday waking up into a totally messed up scenario, you have no  job, no social life and no one talk to close to your problems and it looks like that everyone’s got their shit together except yourself. That must be very sad and frustrating, right?

If you believe that your spirit is like that; I do recall that you call for help. I’ve known someone who’s throwing the same thing and she’s the most bitter, envious loser person I recognized. She enjoys shopping, but when she realizes her friends have some stuff that’s more pretty and expensive than she received, she will immediately get jealous and post mean things online about that person and even made stories just to put that person down. Envy and jealousy have got much on her personality that she even steals photos online and declared them her own just to appear cool and shopaholic online. 

It’s a pity how some people manage things like this making their online word perfect while in reality their lives are in deep shit and frustrations. I pity them because life like that is so sad and they need help. Not only from her family and friends but to herself as well. Learn to assist yourself to recuperate and then everything will fall fine later.

Remember that when jealousy and envy eats you up, help yourself and accept that things in your life. Grow and do your best to be great. Love yourself and strive to happy. 

Happiness is the tonality, it’s quite tough to get a line at first, but in time, everything will be okay. Call up; envious and jealous people will never survive anywhere but in hell.

The Cold War

Do you ever had that feeling that you're trapped in a small space without hearing any sound? Though you see things around but you just can't make your mind command your mouth to speak. There are plenty of word on your mind but words can't seem to flow out of it.
Having a family is what I always dreamed of all my life and I'm glad I have a wonderful onion with them. My partner is a well determined person, has a kind heart and soul but sometimes his silence during an argument makes me really sick and frustrated. I wanted us to talk and clear things before anything unstoppable might happen but he don't seem to care.
He just stood there like a rock. No word and no emotions. I want him to speak to me but all I hear is empty silence. You ask me when will this stupidity stops? God know when, I just wish I can still hold on to it.